back to basics

i'm back to work from a five day leave to settle some things back in my hometown... and also to tone down the all-favourite question 'bila nak balik umah ni kak.....?' from my siblings... balik sorg pun jadilah (rindulah plk dgn cik abg yg kene tinggal sorg2 kat kl... gedik x.. hahaha)

glad all things that i want to get over with done in a day.. phew.. finally sent my glasses for repair.. seb baik under warranty lagi... kalo x, bt penat je aku bayar mahal, xsampai sethn coating dah comot..

tp nk tunggu dia hantar balik ke kl lama lah plk... dah lama aku x depend on contacts solely, rasa pelik... since i'm currently doing mostly office jobs n asek menghadap pc i felt more comfortable wearing glasses (no matter how much older it made me look - ada senior tuh penah tanya if i've filled borang naik pangkat... padahal aku baru 2 thn service in gomen... xconfirm pun lagi in my current grade... how (not) funny is that...)

oh, btw aritu i went to alor setar, stumbled upon anlene doing roadshow thingy n doing free bone health check in maybank (weird no? dalam bank plk...hmmm..) aku pun check la... seb baik my bone density in the green zone -i.e. low risk of getting osteoporosis- hehehe... akak staf maybank yg i dealt with xpuas ati sbb dia punye result in yellow zone (green-yellow-red zone... geddit geddit?) sori la kak... minum la anlene byk2 ye (xsedap tapi..) ;)

tp that bone checkup n my recent trip to the specialist's made me think, how fragile our bodies actually are... dont think when ur young and (supposedly) looked healthy means ur insides are healthy too... maintenance kene bt selalu, seriyesssss... mcm kereta la... kena service selalu, untuk menjamin ketahanan body dan enjin (cewah padahal keta sendiri xpenah tgk pun... org len yg buatkan.. hehehe)

that said, my current meds are making my moods in a limbo... arrrggghhhh!!!! kejap happy, kejap marah, kejap sedih (not like it never happened to me before sans meds...) but its making me angry with myself why i cant control it at all... xpasal2 menangis malam2... esok p keje org tanya, 'eh anis apsal mata ko bengkak?'

my answer: malam tadi aku merajuk....

duh.

cepatla abis ubat oiiii.... malas dah nak makan ko... (spoken like a true pharmacist)
sheesh...